I gotta know

Okay, I wanna know, when exactly did my "namaste" start ? I mean, I know that namaste is an ancient Sanskrit blessing, that it is both a spoken greeting and a gesture, a mantra and a mudra that means "I honor the place in you where Spirit lives. I honor the place in you which is of Love, of Truth, of Light, of Peace, when you are in that place in you, and I am in that place in me, then we are One."and I said it 'cause I meant it, but did you consider it odd? And, how come I chose that grey-haired lady psychiatrist (from California if I remember right) with ears that stuck out who didn't care and was beautiful anyway in our lounge-bar to talk to at the end of our cruise and she was reading the book about loss of a sibling and how come I told her my life story about Lifespring in 1980 and Rio in 1984 etc.? Weren't you bored listening to me commiserate with her? And I remember she told me I had come to realize on those occasions the Light and Love that I am or something like that and about bi-polar and that I should go back to psychotherapy etc. And then lo and behold, while I am being scoured over by Canada Customs in Vancouver, I spot this same lady of all the 1470 passengers on our ship as she passes by in the distance outside my holding area and she happens to turn my way and I blow her a kiss that she returns. What is the meaning of all this ?